पूर्णरूपेण अिहंसक नहीं हुआ जा सकता
भगवान् कृष्ण ने स्वयम कहा था --"जहाँ शांित और अिहंसा से कार्य न हो, वहाँ िहंसा और युद्घ आवश्यक हैं।
But question is , how much tolerant you are, The degree of tolerance decides our level of non-violence.
---SURAJ
Friday, May 18, 2007
Sharma Says 3...
If anyone's Behaviour is Indecent towards you , it is his/her problem not your's.
---SURAJ
---SURAJ
Mayavati ki maya
People Say that " The road to Delhi goes from Lucknow".
The Chief Minister of U.P. is Mayavati, or Mulayam , how does it matters? Does this bring any hope for poor people there?
Just before elections all Netas were busy in attracting crowds, I was watching a program on TV called "A day with Mr. Neta" , that episode was dedicated to President of BJP Mr. Rajnath Singh, One point hurts me, when Reporter asked him -- are you feeling tired after attending 7 "jan raileys" , his Answer--" when crowd in one gathering is more than 10000 then to entertain them the length of my speech increases, and now I am feeling tired". I also listened his speeches , they were mainly based on criticising the ruling party. When The President of my Favourite party just wants to entertain people, he is more concerned about the number of people attending his speech, I don't expect anything from the fellows like Mayavati and Mulayam Singh who believes in-- " Divide and Conquer" strategy, these people does so called "Dalit Politics".forget about Hindu muslim conflict , they divide the hindus further into Brahmin, Khatriya , vaishya and Shudra.The reason of mayavati's win is said to be her party's influence over Brahmins as well as dalits.Such parties should not survive in secular country like India .Nobody should be called as 'Dalit ' in my secular country India, Why people like them to be called as 'Dalit'?Everyone is a proud citizen of India.
People talk about 'Reservations' for 'OBC ' and SC/ST , the concept of such reservation is contradicting the very concept of secularism.
These reservations could not yield anything for last 60 years, what to expect from them now.Gone are the days when people used to do partiality
to so called 'Dalits', now no-one thinks about untouchability and biasness towards dalit is not there in India now. Whatever we observe in News about struggle between two castes sometimes is the product of this 'Dalit Politics.'
I think, if We will keep this reservation 'on' ,there will be time we will be requiring reservations for so called 'upper castes'.
The persons like 'Arjun Singh' are no less than hypocrites and mindless dictator.
Thanks to 'Supreme Court' for now that such people are not free to bring in act what they think.
If at-all there should be reservation it should be for PH and for economically backward class.
Why people vote for Caste and creed, Why a 'Yadav' votes only to a 'yadav'?
A group of Young intelligent IITians who were really committed to bring a change in the system were rejected by the mass.A common man of India is really not bothered about the future of politics of India.
Even Today's politicians are also not concerned about the growth of the state and country, they somehow wants only to grab the ruling position . One can see politicians talking about how they are going to win the elections but they don't talk about why they want to win elections.
When people are not ready to bring a revolutionary change in the system what to expect from these politicians!!!
The Chief Minister of U.P. is Mayavati, or Mulayam , how does it matters? Does this bring any hope for poor people there?
Just before elections all Netas were busy in attracting crowds, I was watching a program on TV called "A day with Mr. Neta" , that episode was dedicated to President of BJP Mr. Rajnath Singh, One point hurts me, when Reporter asked him -- are you feeling tired after attending 7 "jan raileys" , his Answer--" when crowd in one gathering is more than 10000 then to entertain them the length of my speech increases, and now I am feeling tired". I also listened his speeches , they were mainly based on criticising the ruling party. When The President of my Favourite party just wants to entertain people, he is more concerned about the number of people attending his speech, I don't expect anything from the fellows like Mayavati and Mulayam Singh who believes in-- " Divide and Conquer" strategy, these people does so called "Dalit Politics".forget about Hindu muslim conflict , they divide the hindus further into Brahmin, Khatriya , vaishya and Shudra.The reason of mayavati's win is said to be her party's influence over Brahmins as well as dalits.Such parties should not survive in secular country like India .Nobody should be called as 'Dalit ' in my secular country India, Why people like them to be called as 'Dalit'?Everyone is a proud citizen of India.
People talk about 'Reservations' for 'OBC ' and SC/ST , the concept of such reservation is contradicting the very concept of secularism.
These reservations could not yield anything for last 60 years, what to expect from them now.Gone are the days when people used to do partiality
to so called 'Dalits', now no-one thinks about untouchability and biasness towards dalit is not there in India now. Whatever we observe in News about struggle between two castes sometimes is the product of this 'Dalit Politics.'
I think, if We will keep this reservation 'on' ,there will be time we will be requiring reservations for so called 'upper castes'.
The persons like 'Arjun Singh' are no less than hypocrites and mindless dictator.
Thanks to 'Supreme Court' for now that such people are not free to bring in act what they think.
If at-all there should be reservation it should be for PH and for economically backward class.
Why people vote for Caste and creed, Why a 'Yadav' votes only to a 'yadav'?
A group of Young intelligent IITians who were really committed to bring a change in the system were rejected by the mass.A common man of India is really not bothered about the future of politics of India.
Even Today's politicians are also not concerned about the growth of the state and country, they somehow wants only to grab the ruling position . One can see politicians talking about how they are going to win the elections but they don't talk about why they want to win elections.
When people are not ready to bring a revolutionary change in the system what to expect from these politicians!!!
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Sharma Says 2...
More the simple man becomes , he faces more and more jokes (comments) from the society.
---SURAJ
---SURAJ
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Sharma says 1....
One player who never lost the game never tastes the real enjoyment of it.
जो िखलाडी कभी नही हारा उसने खेल का असली मज़ा नही चखा।
--SURAJ
जो िखलाडी कभी नही हारा उसने खेल का असली मज़ा नही चखा।
--SURAJ
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
सन्यासी का गीत--
My favourite song---
मत जोडो गृह द्वार समां तुम सको कहॉ आवास ?
दूर्वादल हो तल्प तुम्हारा , गृह िवताऩ आकाश।
खाद्य स्वतः जो प्राप्त, पक्व वा इतर न दो तुम ध्यान,
खान पान से कलुिषत होती , आत्मा वह न महान,
जो प्रबुद्ध हो तुम प्रवािहनी स्त्रोतिस्वनी समान ,
रहो मुक्त , िनर्दंद्व, वीर सन्यासी छेडो तान,
ॐ तत् सत्।
मत जोडो गृह द्वार समां तुम सको कहॉ आवास ?
दूर्वादल हो तल्प तुम्हारा , गृह िवताऩ आकाश।
खाद्य स्वतः जो प्राप्त, पक्व वा इतर न दो तुम ध्यान,
खान पान से कलुिषत होती , आत्मा वह न महान,
जो प्रबुद्ध हो तुम प्रवािहनी स्त्रोतिस्वनी समान ,
रहो मुक्त , िनर्दंद्व, वीर सन्यासी छेडो तान,
ॐ तत् सत्।
Monday, May 07, 2007
Sex Vs. SURAJ
"The Life of a man should be like a open book"
Being a firm believer of this statement I dare to talk about this topic in my this blog.
The 'Kaama' was there in this world , it is present and in the future also it will be there, but when it tried to influence me, problem started for both of us. Now I will fight with it hence the name--"Sex Vs. Suraj". I want to have this 'Kaama' out of my life.
I observe selfishness and Violence in the very act of sex. I wanna love all.
many says that it(sex) is a means of reproduction but I am not going to accept it, one may call me unscientific but I would rather say that medical science has lots of things to discover yet.
In our Puranas and Upanishads many incidents are quoted where 'Rishis' got a child through 'Tapa' .The pure Love creates the world not sex.
People have made their divine lives very cheap.
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When We are of 14-15 years and our anxiety towards opposite sex increases.I was not an exception to it, but later on I realised that my path is that of equality,purity and unselfish love.
I want to live like a celibate.
Now I realise that there is no attraction in anybody, someone is having some kind of figure,face, height, complexion etc.. In Some Puranas this body is announced as a 'Boil'.Someone is having more weight, someone is having peculiar kind of complexion--it is like, no two bubbles are similar, Really body is like a bubble which stays in the water of life for a very small time , Now where is attraction there, its only we who made others so much attractive, it was our thinking, our own cobwebs which forces us to fascinate about another person .
When we bring salacious thoughts towards someone we feel and make ourselves inferior at that time.
Actually no-one is attractive by characteristics of his/her body, those who think that body makes us attractive are the biggest fools on earth.In newspapers,TV, and friends-groups you can find such Editors, Journalists and friends respectively who will explain the beauty of others in many ways, they can make one hero and another villain because of his/her bodily characteristics.Yes! they are discussing about this 'boil ' called human body, they don't know a bit about ever charming and ever happy soul which is a part of the lord itself which resides in this body;Hence when we consider this body as the residence of this soul ,it is divine otherwise if we consider as mere body, it is a 'boil'.
It doesn't mean that we should not take care of this body. It's our duty to be mentally and physically fit.One should daily do exercises , running, Yoga, Asanas and Praanayam etc, swimming, sports and all such activities not only keeps oneself fit physically but they are tonic for the mind also.
The sweat which comes out from body after a hard work is as pure as a child's innocent mind.
keeping oneself fit, is the biggest happiness I think, and for what we are doing this -- to serve the god himself through our unselfish service to mankind.
I want to keep my mind as that of a child . keep it alive , answer all it's innocent doubts.tell it to ask more questions to make him more knowledgeable,tell him to See everybody with the eyes of equality and tell him to try to be great and never saturate.
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I always want to be the same person which I was at the age of 10 .pure, humble and honest.
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I must accept that my purity was hampered because of surroundings, because of environment of engineering college ,because of media, because of change in the world;
So if world is changing me, then I am also changing the world. I am not going to surrender towards these worldly temptations.
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As far as the sex is concerned, I even don't know all forms of it, and I am first time happy not to know much about something.
My knowledge on this subject is acquired by some friends, some written articles and some websites.My friends(better- college mates) talk about masturbation, homo sex etc. which are the most defective forms of sex.lets refrain ourselves from such things.
More I learnt about sex more my hatred towards it increased.
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I lost my battle of purity thousand times but I am not going to quit from this war.
The hardest man in the world to beat is one who laughs at the face of defeat.
For others, These things might not matter much, But I have to go beyond these thoughts, I want to attain a state of mind when I will observe no difference between a Diamond and stone, man and woman and the whole materialistic world will not matter to me then.
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Real celibacy is attained when all thoughts of mind stops.when a person keeps his/her senses under control through mind , speech and body.
जो मन , वचन और काया से इंिन्र्दयों को अपने वश में रखता है वही ब्रह्मचारी है.िजसकेे मन के िवचार नष्ट नही हुए हैं, उसे पूरा ब्रह्मचारी नही कहा जा सकता। मन , वचन से भी िवकारी भाव जागृत नही होने चािहए।
This is my goal and I shall attain it.
Oh goddess Durga! I dedicate my life at your feet. You are my altar of all success.
Being a firm believer of this statement I dare to talk about this topic in my this blog.
The 'Kaama' was there in this world , it is present and in the future also it will be there, but when it tried to influence me, problem started for both of us. Now I will fight with it hence the name--"Sex Vs. Suraj". I want to have this 'Kaama' out of my life.
I observe selfishness and Violence in the very act of sex. I wanna love all.
many says that it(sex) is a means of reproduction but I am not going to accept it, one may call me unscientific but I would rather say that medical science has lots of things to discover yet.
In our Puranas and Upanishads many incidents are quoted where 'Rishis' got a child through 'Tapa' .The pure Love creates the world not sex.
People have made their divine lives very cheap.
-------------------------------------
When We are of 14-15 years and our anxiety towards opposite sex increases.I was not an exception to it, but later on I realised that my path is that of equality,purity and unselfish love.
I want to live like a celibate.
Now I realise that there is no attraction in anybody, someone is having some kind of figure,face, height, complexion etc.. In Some Puranas this body is announced as a 'Boil'.Someone is having more weight, someone is having peculiar kind of complexion--it is like, no two bubbles are similar, Really body is like a bubble which stays in the water of life for a very small time , Now where is attraction there, its only we who made others so much attractive, it was our thinking, our own cobwebs which forces us to fascinate about another person .
When we bring salacious thoughts towards someone we feel and make ourselves inferior at that time.
Actually no-one is attractive by characteristics of his/her body, those who think that body makes us attractive are the biggest fools on earth.In newspapers,TV, and friends-groups you can find such Editors, Journalists and friends respectively who will explain the beauty of others in many ways, they can make one hero and another villain because of his/her bodily characteristics.Yes! they are discussing about this 'boil ' called human body, they don't know a bit about ever charming and ever happy soul which is a part of the lord itself which resides in this body;Hence when we consider this body as the residence of this soul ,it is divine otherwise if we consider as mere body, it is a 'boil'.
It doesn't mean that we should not take care of this body. It's our duty to be mentally and physically fit.One should daily do exercises , running, Yoga, Asanas and Praanayam etc, swimming, sports and all such activities not only keeps oneself fit physically but they are tonic for the mind also.
The sweat which comes out from body after a hard work is as pure as a child's innocent mind.
keeping oneself fit, is the biggest happiness I think, and for what we are doing this -- to serve the god himself through our unselfish service to mankind.
I want to keep my mind as that of a child . keep it alive , answer all it's innocent doubts.tell it to ask more questions to make him more knowledgeable,tell him to See everybody with the eyes of equality and tell him to try to be great and never saturate.
----------------------------------
I always want to be the same person which I was at the age of 10 .pure, humble and honest.
-----------------------------------
I must accept that my purity was hampered because of surroundings, because of environment of engineering college ,because of media, because of change in the world;
So if world is changing me, then I am also changing the world. I am not going to surrender towards these worldly temptations.
-----------------------------------
As far as the sex is concerned, I even don't know all forms of it, and I am first time happy not to know much about something.
My knowledge on this subject is acquired by some friends, some written articles and some websites.My friends(better- college mates) talk about masturbation, homo sex etc. which are the most defective forms of sex.lets refrain ourselves from such things.
More I learnt about sex more my hatred towards it increased.
-----------------------------------
I lost my battle of purity thousand times but I am not going to quit from this war.
The hardest man in the world to beat is one who laughs at the face of defeat.
For others, These things might not matter much, But I have to go beyond these thoughts, I want to attain a state of mind when I will observe no difference between a Diamond and stone, man and woman and the whole materialistic world will not matter to me then.
-----------------------------------
Real celibacy is attained when all thoughts of mind stops.when a person keeps his/her senses under control through mind , speech and body.
जो मन , वचन और काया से इंिन्र्दयों को अपने वश में रखता है वही ब्रह्मचारी है.िजसकेे मन के िवचार नष्ट नही हुए हैं, उसे पूरा ब्रह्मचारी नही कहा जा सकता। मन , वचन से भी िवकारी भाव जागृत नही होने चािहए।
This is my goal and I shall attain it.
Oh goddess Durga! I dedicate my life at your feet. You are my altar of all success.
Sunday, May 06, 2007
हाँ मैं कर सकता हूँ...
मुझे अँधेरा दो तािक मैं वहाँ सबेरा ला सकूं.
और दुिनया में अमन चैन का बसेरा ला सकूं.
हाँ! मुझे चुनॉितयाँ दो , तािक मैं उन्हें सरल कर सकूं.
दुिनया के रहस्य िवरल कर सकूं.
दो मुझे िनराशा तािक मैं उसे उल्लास में बदल सकूं.
और सुख की एक िनश्वास भर सकूं.
दो मुझे िचंताएँ, मैं उन्हें हर सकूं.
प्रभु का मंिदर , घर घर कर सकूं.
दो मुझे बाधाएं, मैं उन्हें पार कर सकूं;
और िवश्व के सामने कड़ी िमसाल रख सकूं.
'दो मुझे दुःख , तािक मैं उन्हें सुख में बदल सकूं.
यह प्यारी धरा स्वर्गसम कर सकूं.
लड़ूँ मैं इन बुराइयों और क्लेश से.
आर्त न होगा मेरा मन, इन भय िवशेष से.
इन बुराइयों पर अपनी िवजय पताका फह्राऊँ,
लड़ूँ लड़ूँ और आगे बढ़ता जाऊं.
और दुिनया में अमन चैन का बसेरा ला सकूं.
हाँ! मुझे चुनॉितयाँ दो , तािक मैं उन्हें सरल कर सकूं.
दुिनया के रहस्य िवरल कर सकूं.
दो मुझे िनराशा तािक मैं उसे उल्लास में बदल सकूं.
और सुख की एक िनश्वास भर सकूं.
दो मुझे िचंताएँ, मैं उन्हें हर सकूं.
प्रभु का मंिदर , घर घर कर सकूं.
दो मुझे बाधाएं, मैं उन्हें पार कर सकूं;
और िवश्व के सामने कड़ी िमसाल रख सकूं.
'दो मुझे दुःख , तािक मैं उन्हें सुख में बदल सकूं.
यह प्यारी धरा स्वर्गसम कर सकूं.
लड़ूँ मैं इन बुराइयों और क्लेश से.
आर्त न होगा मेरा मन, इन भय िवशेष से.
इन बुराइयों पर अपनी िवजय पताका फह्राऊँ,
लड़ूँ लड़ूँ और आगे बढ़ता जाऊं.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
Industrial Instrumentation & me
I had just recovered from my shoulder injury and the sling was just removed .Our class test were going on, the day was of 5th january 2007.I went to my classroom and found that 4-5 friends of my branch ( all were boys ) were gossiping in the corridor regarding the change of elective subject.
I just thought that gossips never churn out anything , but during the next subject class, I came across an application letter regarding the change of elective and I refused to sign over it.
Actually I really wanted to study the core instrumentation;this very word creates a curiosity in my mind.I do remember, till 4th semester I used to ask our teachers -" How can we define Instrumentation?". My line of thinking is that when we will announce our self as an Instrumentation engineer, we should be the master of Instrumentation.
Our batch is 1st batch of our new university and we are the 1st batch of our branch in our college.way back to 5th semester I had decided that I will not study computer science electives in 7th semester and 8th semester . Fortunately in 7th semester we got Biomedical Instrumentation as the elective, here also I had a thought to try 'Adaptive Signal Processing', but later on I poured cold water on this plan.Infact Biomed. inst. turned out to be a scoring subject along with our Compulsory subject of similar kind.
This time I was again relaxed that the 2 subjects offered-- 'Industrial Instrumentation' and 'Image Processing' are of our interest, but unfortunately our teacher of 'I. I.' left for UK and my other friends got the opportunity to opt for 'Operating systems'.
The thing about which I was fearing finally happened.Now I had to struggle for my choice.
I just disclosed my feelings to our H.O.D. in best expressive way possible, and he took it otherwise, I was taken aback, but I was knowing one thing that our respected sir can not restrict me from taking that subject as it was offered by the department itself ,initially.
I told that we can wait till new faculty comes.Later I learnt --
I consulted in Chennai, Kolkata for books and I didn't got any response.
I searched in the Internet , and informations available were useless.
I visited our Director Research and I was made confirmed that , no faculty is going to come.
I visited our Executive Director and I haven't got any satisfactory answer.
I visited the director of another college ,he took my phone number never to ring me back.
I asked my friends of Durg and Amritsar about this subject but they were unaware of such subject.
I bought alternative books but they were having the same title with different study materials, not covering my syllabus at all.
There was a time when I used to think about I.I meeting with new faces,( may be they might be knowing something about it).
Our class test was also with-held.
The book of " Bela G Liptak " was of atleast 3kg, and was using abbreviations which were alien to me.I was striving for a faculty and guidance.
meanwhile I went to BPUT (univ.) TechFest and made friends of my branch who had taken this particular subject. I took their phone numbers and really one good fellow helped me a lot.
meanwhile our H.O.D.assigned one faculty to us, and things started moving.
I searched one of the book mentioned in syllabus in the web , but its cost was 250 euro.
The turning point came, when I went to our Director Academics(Bibhu Sir), and told all my frustration to him.He took the matter very seriously and helped us a lot ; He assured to purchase that book of 259 euros for us.
The miracle happened when one of the visiting faculty from NIT Rourkela agreed cover our syllabus in 16 hr. lectures which were supposed to be held within 2 days.Unfortunately our 1 day could not be made because sir felt ill, but he finished our course within 8 hr. next day.
We six people studied that subject from morning 8 o'clock to evening 7:30.
Now only six days were remaining for our main exams and I was still worried about exams .
I was constantly talking to students of other colleges, some of them played a bit prank with me, but when I saw the question paper of I.I . I was surprised that I was knowing all the answers.
I used highest no. of additional sheets taken by me in any exam to complete my answers .My exam went really very well.I am waiting the results of 8th sem. and am sure to get good marks in I.I.
I may face some tougher projects and issues later in my engineering carrier, but this event served me as a vaccination .As in vaccination ,a small amount of the virus are inserted in the body from which it is to be protected, our white blood cells fight with this little amount and then are better equipped to fight with similar kind of virus in large amounts also, similarly now I am feeling my self smarter, sharper and more experienced, moreover now I can teach this subject to my juniors also.
I just thought that gossips never churn out anything , but during the next subject class, I came across an application letter regarding the change of elective and I refused to sign over it.
Actually I really wanted to study the core instrumentation;this very word creates a curiosity in my mind.I do remember, till 4th semester I used to ask our teachers -" How can we define Instrumentation?". My line of thinking is that when we will announce our self as an Instrumentation engineer, we should be the master of Instrumentation.
Our batch is 1st batch of our new university and we are the 1st batch of our branch in our college.way back to 5th semester I had decided that I will not study computer science electives in 7th semester and 8th semester . Fortunately in 7th semester we got Biomedical Instrumentation as the elective, here also I had a thought to try 'Adaptive Signal Processing', but later on I poured cold water on this plan.Infact Biomed. inst. turned out to be a scoring subject along with our Compulsory subject of similar kind.
This time I was again relaxed that the 2 subjects offered-- 'Industrial Instrumentation' and 'Image Processing' are of our interest, but unfortunately our teacher of 'I. I.' left for UK and my other friends got the opportunity to opt for 'Operating systems'.
The thing about which I was fearing finally happened.Now I had to struggle for my choice.
I just disclosed my feelings to our H.O.D. in best expressive way possible, and he took it otherwise, I was taken aback, but I was knowing one thing that our respected sir can not restrict me from taking that subject as it was offered by the department itself ,initially.
I told that we can wait till new faculty comes.Later I learnt --
- that in Orissa faculty of instrumentation are not available at all.
- that the syllabus cover , very specific topics and that too is inter disciplinary.
- that the no. of books required will be 4-5.
- that the cost of all the books is very high and can not be afforded by a single student.
- that some of the books are out of print and are not available in library and market even if we are ready to bear the cost.
- that the new faculty came and left within one day.
- that this subject is provided in another 5 colleges of our university and there also condition is same as ours.
- that the examination paper can still be tough.
I consulted in Chennai, Kolkata for books and I didn't got any response.
I searched in the Internet , and informations available were useless.
I visited our Director Research and I was made confirmed that , no faculty is going to come.
I visited our Executive Director and I haven't got any satisfactory answer.
I visited the director of another college ,he took my phone number never to ring me back.
I asked my friends of Durg and Amritsar about this subject but they were unaware of such subject.
I bought alternative books but they were having the same title with different study materials, not covering my syllabus at all.
There was a time when I used to think about I.I meeting with new faces,( may be they might be knowing something about it).
Our class test was also with-held.
The book of " Bela G Liptak " was of atleast 3kg, and was using abbreviations which were alien to me.I was striving for a faculty and guidance.
meanwhile I went to BPUT (univ.) TechFest and made friends of my branch who had taken this particular subject. I took their phone numbers and really one good fellow helped me a lot.
meanwhile our H.O.D.assigned one faculty to us, and things started moving.
I searched one of the book mentioned in syllabus in the web , but its cost was 250 euro.
The turning point came, when I went to our Director Academics(Bibhu Sir), and told all my frustration to him.He took the matter very seriously and helped us a lot ; He assured to purchase that book of 259 euros for us.
The miracle happened when one of the visiting faculty from NIT Rourkela agreed cover our syllabus in 16 hr. lectures which were supposed to be held within 2 days.Unfortunately our 1 day could not be made because sir felt ill, but he finished our course within 8 hr. next day.
We six people studied that subject from morning 8 o'clock to evening 7:30.
Now only six days were remaining for our main exams and I was still worried about exams .
I was constantly talking to students of other colleges, some of them played a bit prank with me, but when I saw the question paper of I.I . I was surprised that I was knowing all the answers.
I used highest no. of additional sheets taken by me in any exam to complete my answers .My exam went really very well.I am waiting the results of 8th sem. and am sure to get good marks in I.I.
I may face some tougher projects and issues later in my engineering carrier, but this event served me as a vaccination .As in vaccination ,a small amount of the virus are inserted in the body from which it is to be protected, our white blood cells fight with this little amount and then are better equipped to fight with similar kind of virus in large amounts also, similarly now I am feeling my self smarter, sharper and more experienced, moreover now I can teach this subject to my juniors also.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
सूरज
जलती हुई आग के गोले को लोग सूरज कहते हैं।
अंधेरों मे जो उजाले लाए उसे ही लोग सूरज कहते हैंैं।
रात में ढलने पर सुबह जो लॉट आये उसे लोग सूरज कहते हैंैं।
ग़र चाहती है शहादत नेकी , जान हािज़र है बंदे को लोग सूरज कहते हैंैं।
अंधेरों मे जो उजाले लाए उसे ही लोग सूरज कहते हैंैं।
रात में ढलने पर सुबह जो लॉट आये उसे लोग सूरज कहते हैंैं।
ग़र चाहती है शहादत नेकी , जान हािज़र है बंदे को लोग सूरज कहते हैंैं।
shoulder dislocation
OH! writting a post after a long 6 month gap , lots of things happen during this period , the one remarkeble thing was my shoulder dislocation.
This was the the time of winter vacation and I was in my maternal home. Actually my grandma(नानीजी),who is now about 80 years old was bit ill ,I wanted to meet her.She is my inspiration and I love her very much.
The date was 4th december 2006,me and one of my cousin were playing badminton, and shuttle cock went to the upstairs, we need to go by ladder there.As I was the eldest person there ,I decided to go and earn the chance to show my climbing skills. I climed the ladder like a army jawan but unfortunately when I reached at the top , my right foot slipped , I tried to hold the edge,but atlast i found myself on the ground.Nothing happened, but I felt that I was unable to lift my right hand above 90 degrees.Soon I was feeling pain and bit headache too.The time was about 6 o' clock in the evening.
The place from where I fell down --
I went to Famous doctor(Mr.Raju) of the town, and he adviced me for a X-Ray.My shoulder was dislocated. Dr. Raju tried his best to reduce it , but he observed that for a heavy man (at that time I was of 96kg) like me, it was difficult to settle the bone back without anesthesia, so he reffered me to city which is 30km from 'our town .
The Orthopedic started talking to me in telugu,I requested him to talk in english or hindi atleast.एक तो चोट लगी है और अनजाना देश.
The first thing Orthopedic asked me was--"Is this dislocation for the first time ?"
then he tried to reduce my dislocation by physical means , but atlast he had to apply anesthesia.
He asked--"What u have taken in nashta?"
While applying the anesthesia injection he asked--"Do you booze(Do u take alcohol)?" I said no, never.
Then he said--" now you are taking it" and gave me the injection.1st dose , 2nd dose and I started feeling sleepy.the time was 9 o' clock then.
when i came back in my senses, I was vomiting.I was wearing a sling.I was really behaving like a drunker.It was really difficult to tackle with me in the clinic then.I was shouting something,My uncle and driver somehow took me to the car.
I was brought back to home at about 10:30.
\Next day my cousin told me that I was shouting " jaihind","vande maataram", and was telling "It is very bad to booze"."Why the hell people drink alcohol ?"
I had to apply sling for 1 month.
Then I tried to know all the thing regarding shoulder joint and dislocation.I was not a student of biology and my knowledge of human body and its working is limited. I was fond of Arm wrestling b4 this incident and I was proud of my strong arms,but a lesson was taught to me to break my this proud. I got to know that I had suffered from Bankert lesion(ligament injury) and that Ligament building could take time of 6 months and chances of recurrence are there within this period.I went through physiotherapy and now feel perfectly fine.
The lessons I learnt from this incident are ---
That I need to loose weight , this was the main reason for the dislocation, my shoulder could not support the whole body weight and it lsot its connection.So I should start reguler exercises now , when I have completely recovered from this injury(During the period , when I applied Sling my weight might have incresed further bacause of rest).
That to do things calmly and in a cool manner .
That one should not eat anything b4 anesthesia, otherwise vomiting may occur.
That I can write a bit with by left hand and can can manage without my one hand.(haha)
That my Sony Ericsson W810i is very usefull to record class lectures.
The biggest price I had to pay was that I could not appeared for SSB for Army interview.
The following URL are very informative regarding shoulder dislocation-
http://www.ori.org.au/bonejoint/shoulder/introduction.htm
http://orthopedics.about.com/cs/shouldersurgery/a/dislocation.htm
Thank u.
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